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Detective Nick Valentine ([personal profile] robotdick) wrote2024-07-30 03:04 pm

A Casual Conversation

[It turns out, to Nick's chagrin, that programming a whole new VR sensory interface isn't quite as easy as hacking into a high security terminal. It requires a wealth of creative thinking that Nick, in particular, doesn't excel at. Ever since the conversation came up, though, Nick's has had the idea of trying out a new body mod, and maybe doubling each other for the fun of it, taking up considerable real-estate in the back of his head.

Surprisingly, though, after enlisting Dr. Amari to assist him with bits of the programming, Nick's interest in this little project shifted a bit to the left. Sure, he wanted to indulge in new sensation, wanted to see what it was like to be human, to play catcher, to maybe have a duplicate self (or partner) available, but the deeper he got into the code, the more other aspects started to shine.

To get duplicates working, for instance, required being able to clone perception. Nick could do that, given how he had backup files of himself on hand, but how was he supposed to do that with a human? Amari could give him baselines for real living people so Nick could blend the experience for himself, but...could he run a human through the opposite? Filter them through his experience? Turned out, accomplishing both of those was about the same level of pain in the ass and Nick, well, he was intrigued.

Hancock had waded through his busted old memories like he was walking in the park, had rolled through synth perception like he was taking in a lightshow. Nick was sure he could handle this--it wasn't going to be as deep or foundational, not as abstract, and that ought to make it easier, right?

It would be...very different. Hancock would probably agree to do it, both because he was usually game for radical shifts in mental faculties and...because it would be Nick doing the asking.

Nick wasn't sure, however, that he should ask.

Nick, well, he wasn't exactly the best gague of what was and was not addictive. He hadn't even had an ID to assuage until pretty recently, but even before he'd had an ID, he'd gotten hooked on the rush of crashing. After a hundred years without more than the stray dance here and there, Hancock had him utterly invested, enough that he'd already gotten one body mod and was eyeing a second. It was a little self-absorbed to think that his experience was so superior, but Nick practically ran on worry. What if his own climax actually was that much more of an endorphin hit? It could be risky business running someone else through that, especially someone with an addictive personality.

Although, by that same token, it could be risky running himself through an accurate template of the organic perception. Not just running through the vague amalgam of records on hand, but through a modern, accurate set of guidelines. That...could be complicated...but Nick was designed to absorb templates, to install and remove stuff like that. That gave him a leg up...right?

He was still mulling over the ethical concerns in this whole shindig when he finally finished the coding suite. Once he had, Nick came to the conclusion that, ultimately, the decision about whether Hancock should or should not do something wasn't his to make. Just because it was an option on the menu didn't mean he'd choose to use it, and even if he did port his perception through Nick's experience, Hancock was a better judge of what he could handle than Nick could ever be. Hancock trusted him to tap out if it was too much and Nick just had to do the same.

He was relieved to settle the unexpected, impromptu ethical dilema so easily. Unfortunately, Nick was still stuck with another material complication. How in the hell did he just...bring this up in casual conversation?]


How is it that I manage to get a call for every runaway pet in the wasteland?

[Nick is exhausted (insofar as he can be). The last few errands they'd run (routing a few raiders, delivering a package, rescuing a cat from a tree and returning it to its owner) had been unusually grueling. The first rule of the wasteland was a constant, they got sidetracked every few steps, but the sidetracking didn't usually lead to more sidetracking. As is, Nick is glad to see Goodneighbor in the distance.

He's even more glad that he no longer has to carry a livid pampered house-cat through supermutant territory.]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2024-09-01 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't mind the Not-Flailing Nick is doing; the variation in strength between them in the moment makes the ghoul feel like he's hauling a beloved but ultimately harmless pet into the bath. A quiet chuckle rumbles in his chest at the fond comparative; heh, kinky. Firefly's impulsivity is showing here; he doesn't demurely ask Nick to join him, he just grabs him and pulls the tasty tempting human heartthrob into his lap. He figured if his radiation doesn't hurt Nick, he should also be safe enough from being burned by the water, by proxy.

Ergo, grabby ghoul. ]


Ssshhh, I gocha [ the rose-red velvet from which he cuts that purr is sullied suggestively, much like their poor (digital) living-room rug. His hands wander no where especially lurid, but there's a lurking hunger in the light and heat he throws, something possessive and forever-wanton about the way he holds Nick around the ribs and crowds into him. ]

S'alright love, we're talkin' about it ain't we? Perfect time to get the ball rollin together

[ Blondie is all sunny afterglow, smiling half crooked at Nick every other moment, when he's not splashing water on his face. Ah, human skin cleans off so easy. After a few repeated cleanly splashes, the blonde abruptly cups his hands on the surface of the water, and uses some strange trick of suction between his palms to launch a thin ribbon of water right at Nick's nose. ]

No Mirelurks and no Cultists, got it. Seems fair. Acadia sounds like a decent choice, probably one of the safest places on the island to boot. Otherwise we gotta plan for... what, threads? Considering the location, I'm thinkin' the food's gunna be buffet seafood

[ He continues on easily, as though he didn't just squirt Nick between the eyes. What? He's being helpful, right? His smile tweaks just towards impish. ]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-08 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey! [His grin blooms beneath the small streak of water that playfully splashes the side of his unmarred face.]

Who, me? Think you're confused there Slick, I'm the well behaved one

[ The warm water and rejuvenating company seem to be steadily dissolving Blondie's fatigue, bit by bit. His expression is still mildly dazed, but there's a telling, utterly feral glint in his moss-agate eyes as he suddenly sits up, possessed by a (maybe wicked) whim that has him drifting forward towards Nick and his alternate. ]

And along those lines, think I got another Non-wedding question for ya...

[ Nick can no longer watch that promising prowling when powerful emerald hands grasp at his hips and begin the steady motions to twist his lover around in his lap. While the youngest aspect drawls, the eldest deliberately flips Nick around, so he and the Glowing ghoul are set chest-to chest. ]

Pretty sure we each got preference for the Classic models-- Ghoul Me, Synth You. But if you were gunna double me, and it had to be either me--

--or me--

[ Nick doesn't have to guess where his human partner is for long-- suddenly Hancock's slighter aspect is draped across Nick's back, sparring a moment to affectionately kiss the red ruddy rivets left (that he left) down the slope of Nick's shoulder blades. ]

Who's it gunna be?
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-08 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The question of aesthetics is actually exactly what the ghoul is getting at, frivolous as it is. ]

I feel ya, but I'm talking more 'Two of You. One of Me', here. You're not the only one who likes being spoiled, ya know. Figured you wouldn't mind giving me a go

[ Hearing Nick say he wants two of him (all of him) does things to Hancock's nerves, makes him tingle beneath his skin, draws him up and alive like a seed splitting and crawling up out of the dirt towards the sun. From behind it's Blondie murmuring against Nick's ear, mindful of that tricky language barrier that can only be vaulted with Nick's closed eyes. ]

This is a Future Hypothetical, mind ya. Didn't mean to imply we were done with ya or anythin'. I'm just curious what kinda Top this Human Flavor of ya is. Given the strict choice, ya wanna bust down a beast, or blonde pretty boy?

Cuz I'm both, so I ain't gunna be insulted by the choice

[ As though to drive the point, that salacious murmuring is punctuated by Firefly leaning forward and affectionately bumping his forehead against Nick's, while the younger aspect loops his arms around Nick's ribs, effectively sandwiching his paramour between the two aspects of himself. ]

Speak for yourself. I might be a little insulted. I'm the real pleasure glutton, outta me and you, kid.

[ It's a joke, the soft pronounced growls poured through a smirk as Firefly's gaze skates over his love's shoulder toward his youngest counterpart.]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-08 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's pretty damn gratifying to watch Nick freeze up like the taxed machine he is; a bit strange on a human face but also undeniably familiar, dear to Hancock because it is so characteristic of his love. He feels proud to have crowded up all that CPU with a mere question and-- he knew it was a tough one, it's part of why he asked.

He doesn't expect the alarm though, and it causes both Blondie and Firefly to give a little jolt. Hematite and malachite eyes both leer off in the direction of the doorway, as if their mild displeasure should be enough to silence the nagging sound. ]


What can I say? Love watchin ya tick

[ There's no small amount of impish pride in Blondie's voice as he drifts further forward; he doesn't exactly mean to end up sharing Firefly's lap with Nick, but somewhere after crowding the ghoul's knees to press up against his paramour, the glowing one spares a quick grab to settle his brother on his broad lap, just behind Nick. It's a tight squeeze, but it could certainly be tighter.

Nick's answer draws a chuckle from his partner in synchronized stereo; both aspects seem to savor the sentiment of indecision, flattered equally by Nick's loyalty to All of Him. ]


Yeah, 'course. Think we're gunna end up wearin' in the seats of our Memory Pods, playin' in this fancy suite. Figured we'd all get a go bein' generously railed eventually... You, and me, and you and me... Gotta be more than twice, Sunshine.

The choice ain't mutually exclusive. But what if it was? Who are ya benching? Me, or him?

[It's a far less dire twist on the question that's been asked before-- and even back then, Nick offered up a piece of himself as opposed to sending any part of Hancock back to the chopping block. This isn't like that-- this is for fun, for making Nick squirm a little in his lap, for making him sweat through his fatigue so Hancock can savor his all too flattering unease.]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-09 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Mostly performative, since they are more of the same person here than they were deep inside Hancock's psyche, the glowing ghoul gives a proud crow of victorious laughter and the blonde human utters an 'oof' and lets his forehead thump against Nick's shoulder, like he'd taken a rough hit (or a... rough hit).

The choice makes sense to him, to both of them, for the same simple reason that ViMA used; Firefly is most familiar; Hancock had even glowed for a while there in Far Harbor. He's more real to Nick than Blondie is, and really, the both of them also heavily prefer the ghoul skin he wears in reality to existing as (even a pretty blond) human. It's not even a contest. It was supposed to be a purely playful question, and he didn't expect the answer to be so... gratifying? No... to be such a relief? That's still not right...

But as of right now, Nick has no idea that Hancock gave himself the Ghoulish makeover. He can't possibly be accepting of a truth he's blind to... but it's close, and it has a soft twin smile curling either aspect's mouth as poor Nick tumbles into a spell of anxious regret.

There was no right answer, but apparently, that was it. ]


Hey now, everything's cool. Guess I was bustin' your chops a little too hard there, huh? S'alright Sunshine. No harm, no foul

[ It's only kindness and acceptance (and maybe just a speck of that unexpected relief) that compose the human's expression as Nick twists to try and see him. The smaller version shifts some, tucking his face against Nick's shoulder and squeezing around his ribs; whatever expression he'd been smothering is gone when he sits up again, reaching around (looking through Firefly's eyes) to use a softer, smaller hand to sweep away those unexpected tears. ]

Told ya already, figured we both got weaknesses for the Classics. Ghoul me, Synth You. Ain't no shame in that. In real time, I can pull off Ghoul Daddy way better than Twink Blondie anyway. I got nothin to hold against ya here, feel me?
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-09 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hancock starts to wonder what kind of trouble he's gone and tripped into here; his gentle sweeping away of those tears seems to summon more, causing the blonde aspect to shift in the water, drop off Firefly's lap and instead take up a spot at his side. Both of their expressions are creased with befuddled, almost guilty concern.

Was that a cruel question to ask? Hancock didn't mean for it to be painful... but not even he realized how much he'd wanted (needed?) to hear that preference for his chosen face. Chosen. That's the thing-- Nick doesn't know that for sure, does he? Would that knowledge ease his regret, or worsen it? Hancock swallows the confession-- an odd feeling when the knowledge had been offered to others (like Evaris) without so much as batting an eye.

It's different, with Nick. Has it always been different? ]


Unexpected side effect of doubling myself; guess I like the taste of my own foot, huh?

[ as in, he did a good job sticking it right into his own mouth. Firefly offers a faintly somber-toned chuckle and they reach forward together, one radiant hand and the other unmarred, moving in tandem to carefully steal the tears off Nick's face. ]

Lasts as long as ya need it to, sorry I can't tell ya exactly how long. And... sorry for puttin' you on the spot, like that. Aw Nick, I never doubt ya love the man-- the ghoul I am. Gunna take some Hell or High Water to change my mind about that, now

[ Warm powerful arms lift from the water and wind around Nick's sides, firmly but gently inviting Nick to tuck himself against the glowing ghoul's chest, head beneath his chin. They usually don't fit together quite so perfectly like this, but Firefly's larger than life attitude serves him especially well in the VR suite. Despite the sudden shock of sadness, it feels good and right in his bones to be able to cradle his fiancé in just this way. ]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-09 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
It's alright love, ya never really... had this option before. I'm so damn sorry that I pulled this outta ya, but... still, kinda special to chalk up another first between me and you. Least I can dry these tears, as much as I can draw 'em out

[ Nick's admission of distaste for this particular organic experience draws out a sparse, humorless puff of a chuckle from both Blondie and Firefly, and their voices together, at once, sound exactly like the real ghoul curled up unconscious with Nick, back in reality. ]

Yeah, it's not the greatest. I'll try for tears of joy or orgasmic bliss next time, deal? Probably have a better time that way

[ It's all adoring playfulness, tempered into softness by Hancock's heartfelt concern (and smothered guilt) for his husband to be. He would hold Nick like this for as long as he needed, for hours, until the VR saw fit to prune up their fingers, and longer after still. With Blondie's mental schematics fully active, it's easier for Firefly to lapse into pensive quiet, though his embrace around Nick remains fierce and protective as the moment he wrapped his paramour in his arms.

Nick's question earns a look of pleasant surprise from Blondie, and summons up a black velvet chuckle from deep in the glowing ghoul's chest. ]


Aw Hell, you sure you wanna get me started down that rabbit hole? What if I say 'all of ya at once?' So long as Jenny keeps Kellogg on a leash

[ He's mostly joking. Mostly. ]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-09 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Uh, yeah? He's tall Nick, so tall. Someone's gotta look down on Firefly

Hey, I got no problem being the biggest buck in the room. Think ViMA needs a hug more than... anything else

[ Hands as warm as sunbaked concrete lift to drag his rough fingertips up and down Nick's (artificially) battered shoulder-blades; he finds the smooth, flushed skin between the tears from his own nails and traces that space, nonsense lines, letters, and shapes, hearts and diamonds and spades. Nick's next statement earns a smirk from Id and a dry snort from Super Ego, who shakes his head before somewhat a somewhat boneless motion has him dropping his cheek against his brother's broad shoulder. It's Blondie who mimes for Nick to close his eyes, so he'll be able to see the translation of his eldest voice. ]

Yeah, it ain't exactly -me- whose got a Thing for Kellogg, but damn close. You wanna let that hound off the leash -metaphorically, mind- you gotta talk to the Me whose probably indulging his taste for red meat. Maybe among a bunch'a Nicks I wouldn't mind so much...

But Var's possessive streak is messier than mine, just sayin.


You do that tinkering though, just in case. Firefly might'a made up his mind on the guest list already, but me...? Might actually be a different story. How the hell ya figure that works out?

[ Since Firefly and Blondie are the same damn dude, after all. ]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-09 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ On the tails of sparking the murky shapeless dread that pulled tears from Nick's eyes, it is no small relief to have him melt under the deliberately delicate touch of the ghoul's hands. Hancock hasn't had a sunburn in a damn age, but the way Nick's unwinding makes him think of chilled aloe on heat blisters. Like a real physical soothing of pain. He's glad for that power, that paramour's magic, that he can still so effectively administer in his most monstrous incarnation. It feels good and right and it has him further smother that (suddenly shameful) grain of truth.

Between Blondie and Firefly, between Hancock's human face and his ghoul form, there was a right choice, and Nick made it. He can still tell Nick, and he will... later. He doesn't want to shatter this delicate calm when it feels so good weaving it around them, tying together what he'd so clumsily fractured.

Now, is pulling Vaultie back into their affairs (aside of being a decent distraction in the moment) kind of risky and reckless? Maybe, but that's pretty much every Tuesday in The Wastelands anyway. You can't walk down the street or throw a rock without catching something reckless and risky. Hell, that's exactly the way John Hancock likes most things anyway. ]


Yeah, we can do that. Var's weird fixation on your newest aspect means we really could do an 'All Hands on Deck' type'a deal without anyone left out... [ Blondie's gaze slants sideways to his eldest brother, who shoots him an utterly feral grin. He almost looks like he'd suit a pair of fangs. ] ...so long as you're uh... extra sure everyone who needs a muzzle's got one locked on tight

[Firefly's hand sweeps around to cover Nick's eyes again. ]

You muzzle me and I promise you're gunna miss my mouth

Shaddup, you already do just fine on my leash, Firefly. My chains suit you just fine

[ 'Blondie Twink' he may be, but he still moves and breathes like a king when his hand weaves through the empty air, touches nothing, and then suddenly a glinting silver leash of chains. The links are lighter and smaller than the first time Nick witnessed this manifesting mental leash, but they're still no where near as delicate and demure as the Valutie's spider-strand mental bindings.

Firefly groans in overdrawn exasperation as the chain snakes up to a martingale collar manifesting around his neck, sunk back against the edge of the tub as he begins to grumble about there being no proper need for Super Ego to show off.

The forever-teen's attention is fixed only on Nick, a damn devilish glint in the Lost woods of his eyes. ]


Here, hold this for me a sec

[ He offers the looped leather handle to Nick, grinning like he's sure this Out The Ass Idea can't be as bad as the last one. ]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-10 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
No, but since you're so infatuated with the big dumb ghoul

--Hey!--

I thought you might enjoy having him on a leash

[ If Blondie was a whole person more than a mental construct, he might have said as much with the bitterness of being chosen to sit out, but there isn't a single sour trace in his voice. He is (as just one piece of the puzzle of Hancock) actually leaning into playfulness, the relief he's not quite ready to explain like sunbeams through a stale overcast. ]

Sure makes a pretty picture... actually--

[ The human aspect shifts in the water, leaning away just far enough that he can fit both Nick and Firefly between the not-quite-connected frame of his fingers and thumbs. ]

You guys wanna sit pretty for me?

Oh hell yeah--

[ Except now Firefly's grabbing the impossibly long, nonsense slack of his own lead and sending it with a flourishing throw to loop around Nick's shoulders. Think fast, Mr. Valentine. ]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-10 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe Blondie should be kind and explain the mechanics of his fancy mental leash, but he's not even sure it will function the same here, as it does inside Hancock's own mind. Filtered through the coding of Nick's VR suite, the youngest aspect isn't even sure it will function as anything beyond what it physically is-- a leash. It might, but who knows? Nick's smart, he can figure it out on the fly.

It just might be fun to watch that happen.

(And maybe, just maybe, Blondie really wants to prove that Nothing is Wrong. Or worse, Unsaid.) ]


Think fast-- wait, too late, right?

[ The warning is so late that it's a delighted taunt instead, shaded so by the savoring glint off Blondie's grin. Prowling as he is, he suits a crown more than a pair of fangs. ]

Guess your stuck, Slick [ Nick's got the handle of the leash but Firefly slings the slack of that chain like an expert in rope tricks; Hancock would rather play Pirates than Cowboys but, Firefly in particular is skilled at wringing slack from this particular weave.

A skill he now uses to tighten the bindings around Nick's torso, and twist him into a new position, the human's back plastered snug against a wall of heated verdant flesh.

It's a perfect position to luridly lick along the back of Nick's new ear just as Blondie snaps a photo. ]


Look too fuckin' irresistible at my mercy, my Valentine. How 'bout ya open up your legs for me, so we can get your ink in the next shot?
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-11 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Blondie catches the hovering photo before it can flit down into the water, and loses a second admiring his fine framing of such savory subject matter. The low, approving, salacious whistle comes from Firefly, while the blonde youth skates his tongue across his own top lip, grinning like a cat with a canary under his paw. Protecting the photo isn't strictly necessary, but unmarred hands still sweep away little imaginary imperfections from the glossy sheet and place it, with attentive care, tucked aside the stern black marble counter's closest corner.

That grousing is certainly all for show, and Hancock could not appreciate it more; Nick's false indignity pulled across that telling flush on his face makes for a fantastic display, enough to strike up and stir the man's (the ghoul's) fathomless, feral apatite. ]


Need a helping hand?

[ There's a questioning lit to his pronounced growling as the ghoul rearranges his hold. One hand stays clamped on the wound slack of his own leash, pinning Nick in place. The second dips beneath the water and exactly follows the curve that is the cleft between his fiancé's butt cheeks. His beyond balmy touch is nothing resembling shy as he flattens his palm and pushes up, lifting his not-synth love another half-inch from the water as he unfurls his leg. ]

Good don't cut it, Slick... you're fuckin perfect. Like this. In the Steel and Silicone [ as opposed to 'in the flesh' ] Under me. Over me. When I'm awake. When I'm dreamin'...

[ He snaps the next photo quick, catches it and sets it aside with much less deliberate appreciation than the first; now his attention it fixed, helplessly magnetized to the mouth-watering display Nick (and himself) have so graciously spread out before him.

Blondie swallows, wets his lips. A certain pressing, solid warmth taps Firefly's hand where he's made it into an impromptu half-seat. He has no clue what a Vulcan salute is, so he can't make the comparison when his fingers split and spread Nick apart, so the all too eager stiffening crown of his dick can fill the stretched crevasse instead. ]
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[personal profile] chem_break 2025-04-11 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, another new trick for (human) Nick's pleasures, huh? Hancock makes a mental note, the kind etched in the stoniest bedrock of thought, unforgettable to even a chem-using, 45 'plus plus' year old ghoul. Valuable, cherished information right here: the stuff that makes Nick squirm and groan and sweat. ]

Aw, your toes actually curlin' for me, gorgeous? I ain't even touched you proper, yet...

[ By which he means, of course, that he hasn't touched Nick's newly straining, sorely ignored sex just yet. Blondie's voice is all adoring praise and tender-yet-tenacious taunting, at once. The healthy human glow off Nick's face is all kinds of dangerously encouraging. The blonde teen clicks his tongue against the roof of his mouth and leans forward (like a cobra, half-resiting a charmer) and runs the pad of a single smooth finger from the tip of Nick's cock to the hilt, and back again. ]

You sure we banged you good enough the first time? Looks like you're more than ready for an encore

[ Apparently when split just this way, it's easy for Hancock to compartmentalize his own unlacing; Blondie is slick and confident in his lording position, taking his sweet time to perfectly frame another photo...

But Firefly is panting like a winded wasteland dog, breath edged in the remnants of swallowed growls. Impatient and reckless, where Blondie is patient and measured, the glowing ghoul had been bucking for yield-- but this? Making Nick arch and curl his toes and groan like he can't think beyond the gravity of this feeling?

Worthy detour, for a hot humid moment, at least. ]

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