Stick n Poke
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robotdick[Nick was the one who went out and acquired everything for this little art project. A trip to diamond city got him the needles, ground down by the machinist there. After a chat with a few friends in the railroad, he managed to drum up some information on various inks. Thankfully, seeing how he did't have actual skin, he didn't have to account much for whether any given pigment was toxic. Hard to leech poison into his blood without having blood. Overall, he gathers up a few sets of needles and combs, and about ten color choices. He has no idea what Hancock will want to do with his name, but Nick's giving him choices.
Is he nervous about getting it done, yeah, is it because he doesn't want a tattoo or because he doesn't want Hancock's name? No, not at all. It's just very...rebellious, conceptually, and Nick the former had Opinions about the type of people who sported tattoos. Most of those opinions are irrelevant in The Wasteland, but they're still there every time he thinks about it.
When Hancock shows up, Nick's got all the gathered items spread out on that interrogation table. It's the only piece of furniture that wouldn't get stained, ergo it's ideal. One of the two chairs has a makeshift cushion on it, clearly for Hancock since Nick didn't exactly suffer when stuck in one position for a long time. There's even a towel draped over the back of the chair for wiping away extra ink. Nick feels extremely prepared and fairly nervous when he welcomes the ghoul in.]
I wasn't sure what you'd feel like doing. [Nick admits when they're by the table.] So I just snatched up whatever I could get my hands on.
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Date: 2024-05-22 10:50 pm (UTC)[ 'Mornin Sunshine', he had said. Maybe the tag was kind of slanted ironically, around Nick's entire vibe. But actually, the synth just makes Hancock feel stupid-happy, so on the other hand, perhaps the nickname is both sincere and ironic at once? Ironic from Mayor Johnny, sincere from Hancock.
It stops mattering so much when Nick is beside him and kissing him, and Hancock can twine his jelly-limbs around the synth's torso and bask in his gratifying proximity. He had warned Nick, hadn't he? That the guy would get sick of him? Seems like Nick is determined to win that bet though, to prove him wrong; the detective's indulgence extends far and beyond the intricate efforts of his massage technique. ]
Mmm... so I'm supposed to what, just lay here...? Gunna have to move eventually...
[ A jesting complaint, because Hancock does not want to move one single inch. He keeps shifting to tuck his head against Nick's collar but, at the very last moment, deciding to steal another brush-stroke of a kiss. ]
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Date: 2024-05-23 12:06 am (UTC)[Nick's enjoying jelly-limbed Hancock tucked against him, but he has a point. He does have to move eventually, get up, put a shirt back on, etc...but that does put Nick in a spot. Caught between a rock and an excruciatingly comfortable ghoul.
He'd been so prepared for Hancock to tease while he was working knots out, he'd even been sure to assure himself that he could finish working his muscles loose and then they could dance afterward. Now that Hancock is cuddled up with him, the lack of that lascivious edge leaves Nick keenly aware of how lewd his own thoughts had been running. It's not like he can spend an hour or better groping his partner and walk away unaffected--even if he'd been all business.
And, well, Hancock jived with people expressing their needs...so...]
I mean, you could. For a while. [Nick hedges in a way that speaks to how close to being flustered he is.] Just...lie back and enjoy while I, uh, suck you off?
[Nick can't help but wince a little at that phrasing, but, well, he...wants to?]
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Date: 2024-05-23 12:29 am (UTC)Eh? Ya wanna...? [ It still feels like an unfair cheat, that that should be a mechanism of satisfying Nick's pleasures. But the guy went and asked outright, which is a huge demonstration of his trust in Hancock's reactions. Nick's a shy, old-timey boyfriend by most accounts. An out-right ask isn't an easy maneuver for him.
And somehow that just makes it spicy-sweeter to hear. ]
Pretty rare ya talk so blunt, Slick. I ever tell ya how much the sound'a your voice fires me up?
[ Hancock stalls his luxuriant rolling with one more firm clean kiss, cut through with a red-velvet growl. Then he's sprawling on his back, pulling his paramour on top of him with the momentum. ]
You feelin' indulgent? G'on, spoil me
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Date: 2024-05-23 01:14 am (UTC)[Nick settles his weight on his arms once Hancock flips them, his expresison has tipped clean over to embarrasment by then, but he's happy he offered. If only to hear that growl and watch his boneless ghoul lounging back. The invitation is one Nick takes gladly--spoiling is something he's perpetually fond of and he's definitely feeling indulgent.
He dips down once and catches Hancock's mouth again, this time less chase and less clean. As blunt as his offer was, just diving into it is still a bit beyond him. Nick enjoys the dancing as much as the dance and kissing Hancock is one of his favorite numbers. He's not in a hurry at the moment, and his kissing reflects that, moving in languid sweeps of the tongue and drags of teeth.
When he finally comes up for air, and it's a while before he does, he grins against the corner of Hancock's mouth.]
You want to tell me about it? My voice n' all?
[Since Nick certainly isn't going to be doing much talking in a few moments, it'll be nice to hear.]
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Date: 2024-05-23 02:07 am (UTC)The compassionate kiss quenches a craving he couldn't even begin to name; despite the promise of more explicit enjoyment, the ghoul is more than glad to bask in the shallows, sunning. When their tongues brush in tandem, when Nick's teeth so softly catch his lip, the ghoul relents flowing, felicitous sighs with small clips of pleasured vocals.
When Nick hangs that smirk at the corner of his mouth Hancock is out of breath, but less viciously so than their usual entanglements entail. ]
This a praise-kink I'm sensing, partner? Wanna hear me croon 'bout those velvet vocals makin' me weak in the knees? How sometimes I can't even think'a you callin' me sweetheart, or how you cuss when your close to crashin, cuz it heats me up too damn much?
[ His hands sweep along Nick's ribs and hang listlessly onto the fabric of his shirt. He still feels like butter. Like warm, rippling butter. At least he still has language processing? ]
S'not even fair, just mindin' my own business, goin' on my day, and suddenly I'm thinking about your mouth, heartbeat drops into my gut and I'm grinnin' like an idiot... just dreamin' about this feeling...
[ He's woven filthier figments, to be sure. This attempt at talking dirty came out rather sappy, didn't it? Call that the after-effects of a long-ass tattoo and a long-ass massage. Seriously, they're not tired of each other yet? Not if Hancock's gravely, heartfelt praise is anything to go by. ]
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Date: 2024-05-23 02:50 am (UTC)He'd worked the knots out through Hancock's trousers, and feeling the texture of his skin atop the softness of his worked over muscles is enthralling. A hundred sensory flags trip as Nick goes. They're the same hundred that have been tracking everything he's worked free, every knot and tangle. It's no small wonder he's
hornyamorous, he's been running at sixty percent capacity all day. He still had forty percent left to play around with, now, and he knew exactly how he wanted to fill that processing gap.]You can't be good at acting, tattoos, and poetry. Gonna have to pick one.
[Nick's lamplight eyes stare along the length of Hancock's body as he pulls his trousers down to his thighs. The synth isn't going for seduction here--he's already got the ghoul in his bed--he just can't help watching his face as he sinks down on him. Hancock's not fully engaged in the situation, yet, but that's fine by Nick.
Just means a few more minutes of contact, of sensory data, a new experience to log. Nick laves his tongue along Hancock's semi with casual ease and then takes it into his mouth like he wants nothing more than to be doing what he is doing. Nick had warned him that he wouldn't get tired of this, and it was true. Thankfully, Hancock seemed to be on the same page about it all.]
MY GLASSES LITIRALLY FOGGED UP WTFFFFFF
Date: 2024-05-23 03:26 am (UTC)And you... can't keep makin' me bust like a damn horny teenager... over, and over... I got stamina, ya know. Resilience... Presence. But you break me down so easy... strip me off and spread me and I fuckin' love everything you make me feel
[ His knees bend but they're still like lead-and-jello, so after a moment the ghoul's heels go skittering down Nick's back. His knees hang loose and parted around the synth's shoulders, and while Hancock doesn't have the presence to sit up he can't stop staring down at his endlessly giving and gracious lover. ]
Mmm--fuck, that's it, just like that. You're so good Nick-- your mouth is so fuckin' addictive. Love bein' down your throat, just like this, got the sweetest damn mouth I ever fucked.
[ Praise kink, indulged? He's doing his best, it's a small miracle the words are plain English. ]
MINE TOO. (Also Nick just. Really enjoys sucking dick. He would cockwarm 1000%.)
Date: 2024-05-23 04:05 am (UTC)The synth can't deny he likes it rough, that he savors the force and zeal, the excruciating stretch and fingers denting the back of his skull. This is not that and it hits a different part of Nick's senses, settles in a whole separate sector and it has him by the throat in the gentlest, most fragile way. He keeps his eyes on Hancock's face until he can't spare the processing for visuals any longer.
Textured weight slides past his voice-box, trailing liquid and residual heat, stretching the circumference of his trachea. Each iris lights up as he swallows Hancock down, each new ping a jolt to his system. He's getting used to this, it's familiar enough that the data is aggregating, building a baseline, but that just gives him more processing space around it, freedom to notice other detail. Somehow, there is somehow always another detail.
Nick's favorite is the flutter and hammering of Hancock's pulse, how it races and skips as he inhales, as he sucks hard and just holds him down his throat. It plays across his systems like a drug and Nick can't help the way his expression shifts or how he groans as he eases back into rhythm.]
DAMN WEATHER FOGGING OUR GLASSES 🥵🥵🥵sum1 should fund that >>;;
Date: 2024-05-23 05:02 am (UTC)One hand slides onto the back of Nick's neck where it meets his skull; intricately-textured fingers fan out, flow down the approximation of vertebrae, float back up with soothing encouragement. ]
Was already so fixated-- so obsessed with your mouth-- then by the will of the gods ya got damn lubricant installed? Dia-fucking-bolical... I'm haunted, Nick-- I'm fucking outta my mind hooked on the way ya swallow my cock
[ Ghoulish skin thickens by merit of being so tough, but the effect is least pronounced across the naturally supple, elastic flesh of Hancock's dick; that means his pulse runs just beneath the thinnest layer of flesh squeezed tight in the sleeve of Nick's throat. The heady, needy blood-flow would be evident enough to touching hands and fingers, never-mind the unique sensory awareness of Nick's oral machinery. As the ghoul's pulse quickens he struggles to slow his breath in contrast, keeping the tempo as slow as he can possibly bare. ]
Ya always knock me down so quick, buckle my knees like I'm a fuckin' amateur... but I don't wanna stop... your mouth is so, so good love, I don't want it so end so fast... Never, ever gunna get enough
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Date: 2024-05-23 05:28 am (UTC)The muscles in Nick's back try flinch in cascade, an approximation of a shiver reflex. His core systems throw flags, warnings about something above unshielded vital systems, a log of text and readings fly across the backs of his eyelids. This sensation has no baseline at all--people don't touch him like this and his control systems aren't sure what to do about it. Nick's throat tightens around Hancock in a reflex that the synth doesn't fully control.
But Hancock's made a request of him, however blended into the praise it might be.
Slow--Nick can--he can do that--he obliges readily, especially with the tightness in his throat, and slows until he can feel every milimeter as it breaches into his throat. Nick savors the intrusion like a fine wine, like good scotch, like each time the word love tumbles casually from Hancock's lips. Despite slowing down, however, Nick's fans are working doubletime.
The vents for those fans are embedded in a seam along that reinforced plate, along the silicon seams where his neck meets his back. The feeling of Hancock's fingers gliding through the streams of hot air, backing up the fans just the slightest bit in the process, has Nick ready to lose it. With his eyes closed he drops fewer frames, hitches less, but every word Hancock says makes him just that much laggier, costs him miliseconds, even seconds of time.
It's like--like Hancock can just casually knock him out of his body and chooses to do so in time with his own heartbeat. He has that silver tongue that unravels Nick--and Hancock's praising him?
He'd laugh but, well--you know.]
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Date: 2024-05-23 07:03 am (UTC)That's perfect, just like that. God Nick-- could stay like this all damn night. Don't want ya to stop-- [ he can feel the coil of mechanical irises around every single inch of him; he can feel where the pressure slides along the veins so close to the surface of his skin, tapering his thrashing pulse. He wants to buck into the synth's mouth like he's starving for climax but he can't, and the frustration adds rasp and depth to the groan that finally cuts off his torrent of dizzily uttered praise.
It's easier to part his thighs than buck his hips. Easier to fan his fingers over the back of Nick's skull than cling for dear life and the sake of leaving dents. When he finally manages to find language again, it's just Nick's name, and yes, and the occasional distorted collection of sounds that almost, almost sounds like please.
He doesn't even know what he's asking for. He's halfway-mad and pleasure-cooked and his heels are dragging against the synth's back as the onslaught of bliss makes him lethargically writhe. ]
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Date: 2024-05-23 05:50 pm (UTC)Nick's processors can't handle it all--he has to surrender something if he wants to keep going, but he can't. His desire to record all of this supercedes his efforts to draw it out. The pressure against his tight throat is excruciating and perfect, but it's everything else on top that twists Nick's processors into a knot, devouring all his system resources until there's just nothing left. He'd hate to leave Hancock wanting, but Nick can't handle all of it at once--
The synth swallows hard around Hancock and that last flood of data knocks him clear over the edge. Each feed flashes a capacity warning, throws up a rainbow of flags, and then closes, one by one, firing off like fireworks behind his eyes. When his eyes cut out, the last thing Nick can do is groan around the cock in his throat. There's a cathode burst of energy as his capacitors overload and his systems go briefly dark.]
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Date: 2024-05-23 07:36 pm (UTC)Hancock knows the tells by now, the sounds Nick's machinery makes, the expression on his face when his own impending climax looms. His toes curl against Nick's back as that perfect-poison shock runs through him, triggering the trick-reaction rejuvenation he'd been in queue for since the completion of that massage. That nerve-soaking shock of green always hits like a drug but this evening, all Nick's careful ministrations have super-charged the effect.
The ghoul's body suddenly feels so light, aside from the weighted palpitations lurking below his navel. The contrast is wild and exhilarating. He'd fling himself off the bed if not for-- you know.
The seconds skitter as Hancock balances precariously on the cusp of his own cliff's edge. The careful restraint starts to feel more and more like a tight-rope walk, like the slightest misplaced thought could send him crashing into the net. Does he-- not want to? He does-- but he's not gunna make a move with his dance partner temporarily clocked out.
Maybe he can just...
Hancock's hands drift soft, like desert sands stirred by the winds. His fingers scoop gently beneath the synth's jaw and lift a fraction of an inch--
--and then the sensations are all cascading; Nick's lips and his tongue and those fucking devious metal irises, all dragging down the ghoul's hypersensitive skin, making him forget that he's supposed to be walking the rope at all. The sound that tears from his throat is a nuanced, pronounced growl that trails through the quiet as Hancock's head lolls dizzily on the duvet.
He's doing his damndest not to bust down the synth's throat while he's on this quick sabbatical, but freeing himself from that too-addictive mouth risks a different indignity; Hancock doubts Nick would appreciate waking up with an obscene mess dripping off his face. It's an idea that threatens to unravel him; the ghoul's prick twitches wantonly inside its exquisite constriction. ]
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Date: 2024-05-23 08:00 pm (UTC)Nick comes back online to himself swallowing around the weight of Hancock's dick and the tail end of a sound drawing up from the ghoul's gut. His eyes open and it's such a sight, Hancock struggling not to spend himself, just at the brink, with hands tilting Nick's jaw up just so. It pulls a lurching, leap of appreciation and affection out of the synth and, in thanks, Nick presses farther, until his nose is buried against Hancock's pelvis and he's fully sheathed inside him.
How long had he been out? Not terribly long if Hancock was still so hard. Nick lingers a moment, eyes locked on Hancock's chin and what shallow angles of the ghoul's face he can make out. With the clarity of reset processing, Nick will happily draw this out as long as he likes, though given the placement of Hancock's hands, soft and careful beneath Nick's jaw, he is probably over that request.]
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Date: 2024-05-23 08:46 pm (UTC)Now he can roll his hips, like his muscles are all brand new, bucking into the synth's mouth where there isn't a micro-fraction of space more for him to sink into.
Hancock is almost too hot-blooded and pleasure-cooked to understand what he wants anymore; some baser instinct wants to chase that shattering oblivion, wants to spill greedy and grinding down Nick's throat, but another part of him is so desperately fixated he wants to bask in this feeling until he forgets everything else. It's a mad and impossible whim of addiction but just thinking about the severity of his hunger is enough to send the ghoul's head thrashing again.
He doesn't know if he wants to ask Nick to break him; he doesn't know if he wants the synth to dangle him here, in rapture so intense it's almost torture. ]
How the hell do you make me feel like this? God damn it Nick... I love you so fucking much, I love you so much--
[ The ghoul's pulse wrapped so tight in Nick's throat betrays the speeding tempo driving him towards his impending crescendo; the last pair of notes waver and hang in the air, tenderly teetering back and forth before the drop-and-swell of the song's completion. ]
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Date: 2024-05-23 09:13 pm (UTC)Maybe--but today has already been a marathon and Nick's not sure he can maintain Hancock at this particular edge. Perhaps that's a task for Valentine, next time they pick up their game--the copsona is less invested than Nick is, harsher, his dominance would serve this purpose far better.
Nick instead pulls back, cheeks hollowed as he draws to the very tip of Hancock's prick. Nick holds there just a moment, considering where he wants the ghoul to spend himself. Hancock's said such beautiful things about him and his voice that, in the end, Nick's decision isn't a surprise. He wraps careful fingers around the shaft of his cock and holds it in place as he pulls off. The head pops free from the sucktion of his mouth audibly, trailing his artificial saliva and the fluid leaking from the head of Hancock's dick as it does.]
Paint me again, love?
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Date: 2024-05-23 09:45 pm (UTC)The sound of Nick's voice finally shifts the gravity.
All the air rushes out of him as Hancock plummets, twisting up in tangles of tearing titillation. That line of fluid strung like a sparkling silver spider's thread between Nick's mouth and Hancock's dick suddenly snaps under the surge of heavier, thicker spurts of fluid. The sounds that simmer in his chest are all savage shredded silk, each tameless tug of his hips drawing out another eager splash against Nick's mouth or his cheek or his nose.
The overindulgent sway of the ghoul's hips starts to drag the softening weight of his dick across Nick's face, smearing the slickness of his bliss across the synth's silicone-skin. ]
You look so damn incredible like that
[ Heavy hands spare not an ounce of worshipping adoration as they cup Nick's face, thumbs tracing up where his cheeks had hollowed so deliciously. The language is still wrong, but the meaning is crystal-clear by the way the ghoul so tenderly holds his paramour by the face. ]
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Date: 2024-05-23 10:50 pm (UTC)Gorgeous. [Nick compliments, half aware that they're both probably expressing the same thing. Hancock holds his face brush his cheeks and wipe the mess across them.]
How you feeling? Still no kinks?
[In his muscles, Nick means. Hancock had been so good for him, had stayed in place and let himself be pampered, had kept impossibly soft and relaxed about it all. For all he praised Nick, he was just as accommodating, just as giving, and Nick reflected back his adoration. God, they really were just disgustingly in love, weren't they?
If the practice meant anything anymore, Nick would have dropped on one knee, right then. But it doesn't and they were already just as entangled as any married couple. Nick didn't need jewelry, not when he had Hancock's name on him. But it seemed unfair not to offer the exchange, at least. Not as an act of ownership, but as a momento of this feeling. Unfortunately, apart from proposing, Nick's not sure how to make that offer.
He'll have to figure something out, though, because that look on Hancock's face is something he absolutely cannot live without.]
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Date: 2024-05-23 11:18 pm (UTC)[ It's a closer reflection to how Nick tends to pop up fresh after a proper crash; that little accommodating bolt of radiation erasing the tenderness of Nick's meticulous massage and leaving only the payoff of his efforts. Hancock feels like he could run a million mile marathon if he had the slightest inclination to get off the bed. His indulgent stretch takes him all the way into a seated position, propped up on his elbows. Hancock gazes down as the besotted, bespotted synth's face and they drink from the same chalice of saccharine adoration. ]
Seriously, what's the opposite of a hang over? Feels like I'm a decade younger
[ Habitually, he tries to crack his neck but the muscles don't make a peep. He grins in delighted disbelief, relishing the way he can bend his spine and twist his ribs without the slightest twinge of pain. ]
Think I'm ready for those Lindy lessons about now. Ya make me feel like dancin'
[ Contrasting his statement, the ghoul grips firm at either side of Nick's head and pulls him upwards. Hancock reels his love into a slow heavy kiss, mindless of the mess still trickling off the synth's silicone. While not quite daydreaming matrimony, Hancock is still basking quite happily on the ninth highest cloud in the sky. ]
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Date: 2024-05-24 09:04 pm (UTC)[Nick's not opposed to kissing while he's a mess, but he does feel a little reflexive kick of irrational apology. Hancock's drawn him up already and Nick shifts to the side to lie on the bed alongside his rejuvenated partner.
He'd thought Hancock had forgotten about that, figured he'd broach the topic if he found some good records while wandering the Wasteland. But if he's serious, Nick is not above pilfering them out of the jukebox at the soda fountain. He hasn't gone looking, but he's sure a penthouse as swanky as this one has a record player hidden somewhere.
Hancock's not joking about feeling better, Nick can tell, there's a lazy and enthusiastic undercurrent to this kiss. He's more than happy to indulge in just making out, Nick'd never turn that down, but cleaning fluids off silicon is oddly annoying if he allows them to dry, and the silicon on his face doubly so because of the extensive weathering.
He backs out of the kiss, smiling, and with a chuckle.]
Hang on--hang on-- [Nick says and hastily unbuttons and shirks off his shirt. It's a little makeshift but it beats using the duvet by a mile. He hastily swipes the fabric over his face and then tosses the shirt on the nightstand.]
If you're serious I'll dig up some records.
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Date: 2024-05-24 10:12 pm (UTC)'Course I'm serious. Been lookin' forward to it since ya offered [ It's a gregarious statement he'd make quite typically; what's abnormal is the amount of genuine sheepishness he allows to filter through. Hancock's got a streak of softness that the whole world tried to crush and failed; sure he's vicious and wild, a reckless radiation-junkie, but it stacks beside his softer nature, as opposed to snuffing it out. He just doesn't show many people; a certain degree of monstrosity is healthy for his image.
But he's safe with Nick. Safe enough to show the synth the secret facets of himself that don't always see the light of day. It's an exhilarating freedom. ]
Yeah, sounds like a plan. Not headin' out now, are ya? I just got ya outta your top
[ Hancock's arms slither fluidly around Nick's bare torso, hands climbing the synth's spine to the back of his neck. His touch is slow, exploratory; his hunger is present but tempered, the tempo gone lazy and indulgent as his fingertips wonder towards unique impossible textures, like the vents for Nick's fans. Eventually, some jolt of mania will end this affectionate haze, but for the moment at least, he is very content as a glutton of cuddles.]
Oh man the poetry ;u;
Date: 2024-05-24 11:38 pm (UTC)Nah, too far to walk. I just got a tattoo after all.
[A thin excuse at best given that they both hit him with a repair pack and that he hadn't felt it to begin with.
Hancock's hands are a fascinating trail of sensation--residual heat, pressure, the myriad of textures that Nick is beginning to memorize like fingerprints. They travel his spine, the backs of his ribs, and catch the metal rimmed openings of his exhaust ports. They're not spun up now, contented as he is after crashing, but even without being spun up, they constantly blow thin streams of hot air.]
You know--weird to say, but I think you're the only person who's ever touched those. Apart from Faraday, that is, but seein how he installed them it's kind of a requirement. Same with the back of my neck.
[Nick takes a deep breath and lets it out through his nose. Nick's not sure why he strays into candor, but it seems fair, given how earnest their exchanges have been today.]
It's nice--the touchin, just being like this.
Makes it easy to forget I'm a machine and just be a person. So, thanks for that.
I KNOW the opposing mirrors we make of scenes just ✨✨✨💖💖💖✨✨✨
Date: 2024-05-25 12:12 am (UTC)Faraday certainly does not count by default. The metaphors for that are too unsettling to explore. ]
Good to know you're already thinkin'a lookin' after my handiwork. Aside from all those desks I massacred, you're the grand total'a my surviving artist's portfolio.
[ Hancock accepts that genuine honesty with an easy look of balmy beatitude, resting the weight of his cheek more intently against Nick's palm. ]
Hey... how you wanna define you, is all you. But way I figure it? You don't gotta forget you're a machine any more than I gotta forget I'm a ghoul. It's part of who you are, not all of what you are.
Pretty sure you could tell me all about the shady side of bein' a synth, but on the flip of it, I could tell ya just as much about everything I like about ya as is. Ya got eyes like midnight streetlight in the rain and a voice like jet café noir. Ya don't gotta like that part of you that's not human... but I will. I do. Love ya just like this, tinfoil an' all
RIGHT. Sorry for the slowness there, my brain can't words so good yet.
Date: 2024-05-25 01:29 am (UTC)I--uh, thanks. Again. Just...being a machine is...[How can he explain this in a way that makes sense to a normal person. Or even Hancock.]
I...don't own myself? Not sure that makes a lick of sense but--no part of me is me, it's just a part. And, I know, that gets awful existential when you apply it to organic folk. Or even Gen 3's.
[And here's the crux of his discomfort, why he doesn't like thinking of himself as a machine, as a commodity, a piece of tech:]
But...I'm just hardware. Just a line of software running through a drive someone built. It'd be easy to replace an arm or...wipe me off the drive entirely.
I can't get married to my bits because they're not really...mine. Never were and never will be--well, except for that leg you tattooed. That one's unique now, not just a part--that's a nice change.
Shush you every tag is precious <3 one, two, ten, it's all gold
Date: 2024-05-25 02:04 am (UTC)Hancock handles the discrepancy in opinions with tactical calculation, considering it beneath the scope of his own compassion before letting his thoughts cross his lips. ]
Maybe I can't get it, not bein' a synth. But from where I'm sittin... looks to me like you own that body, just by virtue'a livin' in it. I can't think'a Nick Valentine bein' anyone other than you, and I ain't the only one. No one really remembers the smooth-skinned guys we used to be -you don't count, lemme make my point here- but they sure as hell know the people we are now. That perception, those stories people tell when they gather 'round the watering hole... ain't that real, too? The actions you take and the choices ya make... that's how ya get to define who ya are
[ He looks-- sad, hearing Nick refur to himself that way, and there's a spark of temper too. Not directed at Nick, but at whoever made the guy feel like Less Than. Maybe it's too simplistic a view, maybe Hancock is even wrong. But he sees more of what's the same between him and Nick than what is different.
A short huff leaves him and he spears one grasping arm from around Nick's torso to fiercely take him by the side of the jaw. ]
Listen to me. You get the bottom line on you, alright? I'd never take that away from ya. But I gotta tell ya this. I love you. And I don't think I'm crazy enough to fall in love with 'just hardware'. Kills me just a little bit you think'a yourself like that, because I sure as hell don't.
Ink makes ya feel alive, and real? Then I'll cover every inch'a ya. But ya don't need it to be a person. To be yours... or to be mine.
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